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That was how I returned to the point where I had wanted to get out of, just by remembering the past. Regardless of my denials to see the light, it presented in my day. I neglected the fact that there was a special connection between me and Haim, I pushed away any thoughts of the kind, with all my inner self I blindfolded my eyes convincing myself that he was communicating with me only out of respect. Moreover, I made a decision not to tell anyone that I had a crush on a student. Moreover I was not in the mood to have one more story with an apprentice. Meanwhile the sufficient attachment had already been developed.

“Now are you doing the thing which brings you satisfaction, aren’t you?” asked he after my university story monologue.

“Sure, but I can’t say that I am content with the conditions of my work.”, was my response, “I am thinking of quitting, to tell you the truth”.

“Oh, I thought we were going to be for long together.” I felt disappointment in his words but as usually, denied that fact.